Here, I am...at a crossroads.....so much to figure out.....seeking answers for my growing need to understand....what all this means.....the insanity in this world.....and my purpose in it. I am going on a quest of sorts....don't be afraid for me......I wish anyone who cares about me....to follow along as I go down some safe and unsafe paths....don't judge me as I speak out loud my feelings and fears....we all have them...don't hate me for my brutal honesty...for that is what it will take to find the truth, my purpose in life.....